Discombobulated

“Through the trees
I wIll find you;
I wIll heal the ruins left inside you
cuz I'm stIll here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathIng now...
untIl I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees.”

(“Through the trees” by Low shoulder)

This is another continuation of my blogs titled “...Blah blah blaH...” and “Take it off”:

Twelfth year on Earth. I lost my father and I graduated from elementary. I entered a new school away from our house and I don’t want to think and talk about this year.

Thirteenth year on Earth.This year is the reason for my title, “Discombobulated” because I was really thrown in confusion when I found myself breaking up with my dearest Kriezel because I’ve fallen in love with my friend in our school.

[My friend is the girl that my heart is still beating for and through the trees, I found peace with her... until now... I realized after coming back to my senses and after being discombobulated because she is my... FRAILTY]

Fourteenth year on Earth. Last year was sad. I don’t know why but that’s the way it is...


“Oh no
Let’s build a frenzy
Let’s go
Til’ you hit the boundaries
Maestro I'm wound up and rowdy
Oh no
Let's build a Frenzy”
(“Frenzy” by Ke$ha)