Sober

"I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're like perfection
How do I feel this good sober?"

I can't explain why I got addicted to this song. The first time I heard this, I already memorized the chorus then I searched the web and found more about its lyrics and I think I want to memorize it so then, I did and I really can relate to some of its parts but not all.

This week we had our Career Orientation and I learned a few of the ABC's in going to college but I really want to stay in high school like forever because I experienced a lot of things right here and some of them are cutting classes, sleeping in classes and dancing most of the time that I wasn't able to do in my elementary days. Until now, I'm not yet sure of what course I would be taking in the near future but I hope I would be choosing what God wants me to and what would really be helping me in the far future. The orientation was a bit boring and hot! Why hot? It is because we are sitting in the part of the gymnasium wherein the sun shines deadly.

Going back to the song, I got some information from Wikipedia about the song "Sober" written by Pink:

Pink wrote this song at a party hosted at her home, where everyone was drunk or drinking except for her, and she wanted them all to leave. She went to the beach and had a line in her head saying "How do I feel so good sober?". Eventually it had nothing to do with alcohol but with identities. "How do I feel so good with just me, without anyone to lean on?", Pink says in an interview. She also stated that the song was one of the darkest she wrote for the album. "Sober is a dark, kind of sad song. And it’s about the vices that we choose and I had this idea in my head, ‘Like how do I feel this good sober?...I don’t know it’s just a really, really personal beautiful song, one of my favorites…"

After reading this song meaning, i think I really can relate to this song because sometimes, I find myself happy alone and thinking of some dark sad songs and past events that sometimes makes me happy because I was able to surpass them.