Monday, July 27
The Birth of a Mother
Then, the home works clogged my bag. Imagine having six home works per day. It killed me. I slept past 12:00 pm everyday.
This week I had so many "first time's". They're here:
First time to go home with Gale... Ayiiiiiiiii
First time to forget to update the blog...
First time to forget to play Grand Chase...
First time to be representing a club...
First time to be sleep at the lounge room of our dorm
First time to forget a home work and go back to the dorm at lunch to have P.S.
First times are my favorite for I'm having a lot of fun taking risks. This insolence offers no assurance but still do these things. I can't stop myself from taking risks for I'm a risk taker. this blog short [only!] though it means a lot for me[?].
Sunday, July 19
Tнє мαякѕ σƒ вℓσσ∂
The marks of Blood. Red ballpoint pens may leave a deadly grade or a surprisingly passing grade. And I'm too lucky to have some of those surprisingly passing grade but... most of my grade are F. *(-_-)* huhu
Do you know what we did this week? We checked, checked and checked. And guess what? We checked again. And I almost forgot to tell you that we checked also. :-))
PTs are so hard to check for after checking other's paper, you'll see the red mark that is encircled on the upper right part of the first page of your Periodic test and guess what [as usual] it's a failure. Failures that piled up in your bag that you'll let your parents to sign. Parents that will scold you for this even if you studied so hard. And this insolence placed me in the same ground wherein I am still happy for I will never give up. This alchemy of life that I'll be stucked in forever [though forever does not exist].
But why am I here, in this dimension, in this planet and in this time plane where I'm going to suffer those offensive words given to me, suffer these damn sermons from these old people who I can say are so dominating, and face the truth that slowly kills our momentum of living ecstaticly, the truth that all of us will die. And this death may be the greatest thing that can happen to all of us for we are just temporary things in this dimension, in this planet and in this time plane.
I hope a time fault would happen if I'm going to die so that I won't feel the pain and will not see the marks of my own blood on my t-shirt.
Speaking of blood marks on clothes, do you know what I discovered last Thursday? I have ments on the back of my polo. Damn!
Monday, July 13
тαη-נι-єу
"Nag-e-eight o'clock ka ba? Tang ka kasi ng tang eh!"
"Alam mo Janina, may kilala akong Janina, 'yung "my family", huwag kang gagaya 'dun ah."
"Jap, ansarap mong barilin, nasa gitna ka pa naman."
"Papakagat ko sa'yo 'to."
I really can't stop laughing. "Ewan ko na lang 'pag 'di ka matawa sa mga joke niya!"
That's really funny...
NOW, here's the real thing.
PERIODIC TEST
This is actually our first P.T. and my head really ache after this deadly test and especially the long tests like Analytic Geometry, Filipino, Chemistry and [ahhmm...] English. But there are also tests that are so short but still stings like a bee. In all, the tests really made me numb and the PAIN - I can't help the PAIN. After the fact that I studied, I still can't do my best doing these tests. I know, life's so unfair but I know that I will succeed. Ahaha...
And then it's the research symposium. I tought I saw a pussycat. I mean, I tought I will be in a horrible event and I did. At first, I really enjoyed listening to the lectures but then it's so boring. I only love the time that we'll have to drink soya milk. It's so delicious. I'm so happy. But then, it's so pathetic. I almost slept while they're lecturing.
Maybe that's all for this week because again, I have a new crush and we're getting close. (x_x)
Saturday, July 4
αωαя∂ ¢σммι∂∂єє σƒ ιιι-η
Monster J. MJ seems nice for the first time because this week, she seldoms scold us unlike the past weeks and past year. "'Di na kami naliligo sa sermon," and maybe I should call her Mama J instead of Monster J. Maybe one of the things that make her cool is that we're now complete and... CRUSH. Ahaha.
She even told us a story about a teacher and the word "IMPAKTO!" I just wonder why she didn't answer back.
Evol. none much happened this week but I'm really closer to my crush right now compared to the first time I told her that I want to court her but the bad part there is that she is not allowed to have any boyfriend until she's a fourth year student. I felt DEAD and disappointed. Will I wait or not? HELP ME!.. Please help me decide.
But I'm completely
Mixed up. I'm really confused who to choose. I'm going crazy for two girls that I love.
Minx Incomparably Made for Indulgence
Goddess Administering Lustful Embraces
Maybe now you know who are my crushes but I have to tell a story to you.
Last Friday, before I went home, I talked to my new crush because I have to tell her something:
Someone is going to play with her heart! Someone close to her. The boyfriend of her sister. She should be prepared so I warned her. Again, I answered my own question [the question from the previous post]:
Are you a hero?
And my answer is:
YES!!!
Ahaha...
Over reacting. I over reacted last Friday for I tought that we will have SALIW Danceschool. I was really prepared and excited but it wasn't launched so I was so disappointed. Again, I felt DEAD.
Immunity. Yes! We're safe from A.P. [the END OF THE WORLD "as they say and as I say"]
Thanks to Ma'am Lim because she arrived at school before we had are Physics time turned to the END OF THE WORLD.
Rest-less. What I meant with that is "without rests". I didn't received enought rest this week for our homeworks, club assignments and articles to be passed for the The Molecules.
I think club doings are dominant this week and not homeworks because we didn't really had much assignments. I hope there will be less homeworks this week.
Blog. I think I felt much less eagerness to post blog this week for we have assignments given to be done for Saturday and Sunday. I tought that there should not be much homeworks to be given for weekends. That's a word given to us by our teachers but they broke it! [remember : these are opinions]
Supervisor. Okei, I have this groupmate in cleaning that thinks that she [or maybe she is a he (for I think she's a lesbian)]. She keeps asking if we already cleaned even though she can see that we are doing something for the improvement of our room.
She can win the "BOSS OF THE YEAR". "Daig pa ang teacher!"
So what's about the title?
Award Commiddee of III-N
This is the committee that will give our classmates or even our teachers to be honored for funny or good things they do. Just wait for the announcement of the winners at the III-N Corner or III-N Bulletin Board.
Last Friday, Arrenzo, Lance and Nikko had this funny video and [I think] Vhil uploaded at Youtube so just view it.
http://www.youtube.com/user/punta123tsaka#play/all/uploads-all/1/vtIWD6ju16o
Just choose the video titled "If You Seek Amy"
...La Fin...
ρσѕιтяσηι¢ яσвσтι¢ ιη∂ινι∂υαℓ ∂єѕιgηє∂ ƒσя єχρℓσяαтιση
or
"Will you give up?"
To the first question, I DON'T KNOW but as long as I remember, I never gave up. To the second question, NO.
I know, you don't care if I give up or not but I have to share something to you that [or maybe] is going to help you.
MY OWN PERCEPTION OF GIVING UP: [The reasons why I don't give up]
Stupidest thing to do in solving a problem. How can you solve anything if you're just going to give up. You will just waste the opportunity or your life. Maybe this problem will be the purpose of your life but if you're just going to give up, you're an idiot [remember: this is opinion]. IDIOT that wasted the opportunity to take the risk and solve the problem. PATHETIC!
A chance to others to step on you. If you're a person like me that don't want to be defeated easily, then don't you ever try to give up or else I'll kill you! If you give up, you'll never win, and if you win, you never gave up. I hate to face defeat. That's why my title is PRIDE because I never want to be beaten. If I allow someone to beat me then there's only three possible cause [the thing we're fighting about is not worth dying for; I realized that I'm wrong; and the person whom I'm fighting with is so pathetic, I let him win].
Stop you to becoming a hero. When I say hero, I don't mean the X-MEN, Wonder Woman or Batman; because what I mean with becoming a hero is Superman [joke]. But really, what I mean is setting aside all costs and winning anyway, reaching your goal or be able to help others. I also want to raise a question:
"Are you a hero?"