Saturday, December 26

ONLY ONE

One day, Jesus met Satan. Satan challenged Jesus in a contest. The contest was a race to finish 10 reaction papers, 20 home reading reports, 15 movie reviews, 5 book reviews and 25 blog posts encoded in computer. After a long period of time, as Satan was to press “Ctrl + P”, the electricity went out. And when their computers reboot, all of Satan’s documents were deleted but Jesus started printing all of his works. Satan said that He is so unfair. How could it be that his files were deleted while His didn’t? It is because Jesus did something that Satan can’t:

He SAVES.

Saturday, December 19

FRAGMENT (CONSIDER REVISING)

“Huli ka balbun!”

A statement I got addicted to. Last Sunday, I attended YCTP at Trece Martirez City and I liked Talk 2 for it is interesting. It was about the Spiritual Warfare and Zeus talked about it. I learned a lot of things in that meeting. I learned how to talk the talks. I learned how to be a facilitator. I learned how to be a camp servant. I learned a numerous of ideas and jokes in that meeting. Sadly, I wasn’t able to apply it in a camp yet for I haven’t been a servant in a camp.

Saturday, December 12

MANIPULATOR OF OBJECT

Happiness. Ecstasy. Joy. Bliss. Elation. If this thing is a physical object, what would it look like?

For me, I think, that it is light that always strike in a big round mirror. Happiness is passed from one person onto another faster than a wink, comparable to light. But it strikes through a circular mirror and it would be seen by a lot of people in many angles, in many ways and it‘s up to them to interpret the source of happiness. And while his thinking of that, he is not aware that he is starting to smile, and then, he becomes blissful.

Saturday, December 5

BAD ROMANCE

I know that fairy tales aren’t true but I do believe in happily-ever-after’s. I really thought years ago that living happily ever after being married is true. It finally came to a point that I realized it’s not going to happen for all.

It was when my father died that I stopped believing for a happily-ever-after for our family. I thought he would not leave. I thought that we would live happily ever after. I guess I was wrong but see I’m strong. It won’t take long for me to move on.

I think that our life is really archetypal. Starts up as happy, thinking about happily ever after and all the happiness that would happen but a twist happens that it ends up sadly, having a romance that ends up badly, a bad romance.

Saturday, November 28

TEARS FROM AN ECSTATIC AND WHOLE HEART

This weekend, I joined a short camp that changed my life. I learned a lot of things about Jesus. I met a lot of new friends and a lot of changes in my life.

I stood! I stood for my only God, my savior and my klasmeyt, Jesus Christ. I stood to welcome Him and receive Him into my heart and give my life for Him. I stood because I love Him. I stood because I know that He’ll be forever in my life. I stood because I know He’ll see me through His righteousness. And then… we started singing. I heard voices around me and then all I can hear was the hands of everyone around me clashing through each other and then I closed my eyes. I saw the deep dark space and I saw his image. The events were so fast until I started singing and these water crystals formed on my eyes and they started to fall as tears. I clapped with the beat of the song but I can’t hear it. I was uttering words from my mouth and I still can’t hear it. That is when I really think I received God in my heart. Anything is possible. In a minute, you could be deaf but in a wink, you’re back to yourself.

Saturday, November 21

WORRYING IS A SIN

Why worry?

Us people are not perfect and sometimes in things we do, fear stops us. We worry that maybe we do something wrong, or maybe we will lose something. We worry that maybe we will get hurt. But God promises to protect us with his awesome power and majesty.

These past days, an idea that I usually hear from my dorm mate sinks in my mind and stayed there. If I hear him tell me “Worrying is a sin,” I just ignore him but if you think deeper, you’ll understand the very important idea that is coming from this four-word sentence.

Why should one worry for something if he knows that He who made us would always protect us? If he trusts God, he should not worry because he knows that there is his God that would protect him; there is his God that loves and saves him; and that there is his God that would always be on his side and His will is the best for him.

Saturday, November 14

REBOUND

In Basketball, rebound is what a player do to possess the ball or to pass the ball to a teammate after a player fails to goal.

In life, there is another rebound that I know. Rebound in love. I’m going to share an experience. When I was in elementary, I had this girlfriend that I think I loved so much. We lasted for about three years. We had a lot of things in common. Until, I went to school at Maragondon. Our relationship started to be cold, icy cold. We broke up when her family went to Dasmarinas to live there. I felt so sad. I had this friend of mine that I’ve got so close, too close. At that time, my heart was empty. My heart was like a ball that the first girl held so long and she tried to goal but she missed. And there was this other girl that jumped high, reached out and tried to catch it and goal it.

Rebound love ends like this always. There are rebound loves that happens until the person (ball) realizes that he really doesn’t love the rebounder for he just thought that he does just for the fact that he was broken-hearted and needed someone to accompany him.

Saturday, November 7

ALONE

I’ve got a lot of friends and classmates. We do sing a lot together and we do not care if it would rain and yeah we sing in vain. We had sing “Alone” but I really can’t believe that in my life somewhere, somehow I would feel alone.

I hate being alone. That’s the most boring word I’ve heard. When I’m alone, I feel incomplete. I feel hated. I feel cold. I feel very numb.

Somehow, being alone helps me. I could do my projects, blogs and draw a lot of things and I can try stunts. Being alone gives me time to cure my brokenness. I know I’m not perfect that’s why when I’m alone; I find time to talk to Him. In the times like this, I explore every corners of my mind. Finding time alone with yourself would help you explore yourself

Being alone (now for me) doesn’t mean being left behind but being with yourself just for awhile.

Saturday, October 31

NOW

I am the person that is (what they say) happy-go-lucky. I usually don’t think about tomorrow. I make decisions and rules as I go and live my life. All I care about is now. Now is all I’ve got. Now is all I think about. And I don’t care if there would be a tomorrow for me. I think that’s why I’ve got a lot of memories to treasure.

Every moment is important. But I’m the person who wastes each part of it. Wasting it by looking at the sky, looking at the ceiling, lagging and suddenly someone tells a joke, a corny joke, and all that is pops in my mind is the sentence that I never uttered, “SINAYANG MO ANG LIMANG SEGUNDO NG BUHAY KO SA PAGJOJOKE MO!” I can’t remember from whom did I hear this line but I really think that… wait a minute! Can I really think? Hahaha…

Sunday, October 25

...Final Fantasy...

What if I die tomorrow or maybe later or maybe NOW?

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The Panti Thoughts. I like this book though the title seems green but it's really funny. More in real comedy and less in green comedy.

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I know I won't die and I'm gonna live my life. Even if love will knock me down and all good things came to an end. I know that there's the start of something knew.

Just like flames to dust and lovers to friend, Second Grading would come to an end and to finish everything off, I'm going to share a very good poem I found.

Life is but a stopping place,
A pause in what's to be,
A resting place along the road,
to sweet eternity.
We all have different journeys,
Different paths along the way,
We all were meant to learn some things,
but never meant to stay...
Our destination is a place,
Far greater than we know.

For some the journey's quicker,
For some the journey's slow.
And when the journey finally ends,
We'll claim a great reward,
And find an everlasting peace,
Together with the Lord

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Thank you Second Grading. Let's give it up to Third grading

cAmp rOcks! \m/ yEah!!!

Regional Environmental Science Camp 2009.

It really rocks. It rules. I met new friends and take note: our leader was deadly funny and hilarious. He is Kuya Erj from Tagaytay. I think he's older than me. My teammates that I can remember are : Ate Claudz, Ate Crislene, Lilian, Ate Vivien, Ronalyn, Kuya Lord, and my other schoolmates. We won awards but we didn't win at the end. But the most important thing in this camp is that I finally feel myself develop my maturity. Our group was EcoSilver A which stands for Environment-Converned Over Silver Awareness.

And oh... Crush!

I met Clance again. She was my crush since the camp last year!

But in this camp I can't forget our yell that goes like this.

Tsuga-up, tsuga-tsuga, tsuga-tsuga-tsuga
Tsuga-down, tsuga-tsuga, tsuga-tsuga-tsuga
Tsuga-right, tsuga-tsuga, tsuga-tsuga-tsuga
Tsuga-left, tsuga-tsuga, tsuga-tsuga-tsuga

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sOng oF mY pResEnt liFe?!

Saturday, October 10

tHe pAraBle of tHe sNakE

I learned another story again this week from my Kuya Genz. I entitled it as the parable of the snake.

Now, I'm telling stories to improve my storytelling abilities. I hope you could stay for a bit long with my stories:

Once there was Juan and Pedro. Juan said, "Tingnan mo ako Pedro, kaya kong akyatin 'yang posteng 'yan." Pedro replied, "Wwweee?! Ewan sa'yo." So Juan started climbing the electrical post. Juan shouted when he was on the top, "Tingnan mo ako Pedro!" Pedro got irritated so he walked away, "Hmmp. Bahala ka na nga d'yan ang yabang-yabang mo!" Juan answered, "Yabang lang!"

While Juan is going down, He felt something soft on his feet. It was a snake! The snake quickly explained, "Huwag kang matakot, hindi kita kakagatin. Ilagay mo na lang ako sa katawan mo para pareho tayong makababa at hindi kita kakagatin." Juan answered, "Ewan nga sa'yo. Para kang biks." But in the end Juan agreed because of the snake's never-ending proposals. But like expected as well, when they reach the ground, the snake bit him. Juan exclaimed, "Bakit mo ako kinagat? Nag-pramis ka 'di ba?" The snake answered, "Ewan ko ba naman sa'yo Juan, ahas ako, puputi ang uwak kung hindi kita kakagatin."

Lesson: Why do we keep on trying or doing things that we know aren't right? "Kahit na ano pang gawin o ipangako ng iba, dapat hindi natin gawin ang mga hindi dapat." Just like pre-marital sex, drugs, alcohol, etc.

Sunday, October 4

i gOt a fEeliN'

This week was the birthday of my old classmate and my best friend back in my elementary days. So I went to his house yesterday. He had a party and I think this song played more than ten times during the party but I like this song for it really suits what I feel right now:

I gotta feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

A feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

A feeling, woohoo, that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

A feeling, woohoo, that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

Tonight's the night, let's live it up
I got my money, let's spend it up
Go out and smash it like oh my God
Jump off that sofa, let's get, get off

I know that we'll have a ball
If we get down and go out and just lose it all
I feel stressed out, I wanna let it go
Let's go way out spaced out and losing all control

Fill up my cup, mozoltov
Look at her dancing, just take it off
Let's paint the town, we'll shut it down
Let's burn the roof, and then we'll do it again

Let's do it, let's do it, let's do it, let's do it
And do it and do it, let's live it up
And do it and do it and do it, do it, do it
Let's do it, let's do it, let's do it

'Cause I gotta feeling, woohoo, that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

A feeling, woohoo, that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

Tonight's the night
(Hey!)
Let's live it up
(Let's live it up)
I got my money
(My pay)
Let's spend it up
(Let's spend it up)

Go out and smash it
(Smash it)
Like oh my God
(Like oh my God)
Jump off that sofa
(Come on!)
Let's get, get off

Fill up my cup
(Drink)
Mozoltov
(Lahyme)
Look at her dancing
(Move it, move it)
Just take it off

Let's paint the town
(Paint the town)
We'll shut it down
(Let's shut it down)
Let's burn the roof
And then we'll do it again

Let's do it, let's do it, let's do it, let's do it
And do it and do it, let's live it up
And do it and do it and do it, do it, do it
Let's do it, let's do it, let's do it, do it, do it, do it

Here we come, here we go, we gotta rock
(Rock rock rock rock rock)
Easy come, easy go, now we on top
(Top top top top top)
Feel the shot, body rock, rock it, don't stop
(Stop stop stop stop stop)
Round and round, up and down, around the clock
(Rock rock rock rock rock)

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday
(Do it!)
Friday, Saturday, Saturday to Sunday
(Do it!)
Get, get, get, get, get with us, you know what we say, say
Party every day, p-p-p-party every day

And I'm feelin', woohoo, that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

I gotta feeling, woohoo, that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night
Woohoo

I think that I got a feeling that I can talk to the person I can't for that person is smiling to me now and I talked to her last Friday. I'm successful for I got a feeling!

Saturday, October 3

wHy dO aLl gOod tHinGs cOme tO aN eNd?

This week a question came to my mind and I started to searched for an answer. I can't really think of it so I typed my question to Google's search box.

The question is:

Why do all good things come to an end?

All I find is this song.

"All Good Things (Come To An End)"

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

[Chorus:]
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day 'til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.


I really didn't got the answer from this song but it helped as well so I sat down prayed and viola, I think I got it.


All good things come to an end so that something new would start. An end would bring a start. Like when love ends, friendship comes.

Sunday, September 27

sOng oF mY pResEnt liFe?!

I think this is the song of my present life. This song is sang by Matt Nathanson. I can't really define what's the meaning of this song but I right now I miss someone... Someone I'm so afraid to talk to right now. Even though we're too close to each other, it really seems that she's a galaxy away.

Come on, Get Higher

I miss the sound of your voice
And I miss the rush of your skin
And I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in

If I could walk on water, If I could tell you what’s next
Make you believe, make you forget

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

I miss the sound of your voice
The loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet,
perfect words that you said

If I could walk on water, if i could tell you what’s next,
make you believe, make you forget

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just to pull me down hard
And drown me in love

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just to pull me down hard
And drown me in love

I miss the pull of your heart
I can taste the sparks on your tongue
I see angels and devils
And God
when you come on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
Singin' shalala la
Singin' shalala la
ooo
ooo
ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo

Come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just to pull me down hard
And drown me in love

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just to pull me down hard
And drown me, drown me in love

(come on get higher, loosen my lips)It's all wrong
(faith and desire at the swing of your hips)It's all wrong
(just to pull me down hard and drown me in love)It's all right

So, come on, get higher
Come on, get higher
'Cause everything works love
Everything works in your arms

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I love my life!

Saturday, September 12

pOem tHat kiLleD mE!

While I am thinking of what to do, I opened our desktop. I opened a window and the website of Google came out. In the search bar, I typed Prose and Poetry. I scrolled up and down and clicked the pages until I saw an option. I clicked it and I read the poem.

The poem that killed me:

Diwata ng Kagandahan

Lumingon ako sa aking kanan at nakita kita nang ‘di inaasahan,
Napangiti ako sabay sabi sa sarili, "Kay bait ng kapalaran!"
Bawat sulyap mo’y katumbas sa ‘ki’y kaligayahan,
Kaligayahang ‘di mapapantayan ng anu man.

Mukha mo’y mala-anghel; ngiti mo’y ginto sa ‘king paningin,
Ika’y isang tanglaw sa mundo kong nakatago sa kulimlim
Puso kong iniirog ka, sana’y iyong dinggin,
Pangalan mo ay nais malaman at sambitin.

Pagkakataon nga naman at tayo ay pagtatabihin pa!
Habang ako’y papalapit sa’yo, kaba ay nadarama,
Dahan-dahan akong naupo at pinigil ang hininga,
"Sa wakas! This is it! Wala nang kokontra!"

Sa ‘di sinasadyang pangyayari, ang bus ay huminto na lang bigla,
Ang paligid ay tumigil at ako’y natulala
Ang aking sinisinta ay katulad ko rin pala,
Isang diyosang hanap ay macho-papa!

Tumili siya at sinabing, "Ayy! Anu ba naman yan!"
"Maghinay-hinay kayo manong nang ‘di ko kayo sabunutan!"
Nadurog ako na tila pinagtapak-tapakan,
Nalaman kong ang aking irog ay ’sang diwata ng kagandahan!


I don't know why but I think this killed me not because it is funny but it is... hilarious! *_*

Saturday, September 5

tHe tiMe hAs cOme!

Catastrophic! Shocks! I can't believe it! I survived! I told you, I WILL SURVIVE!

First, I was afraid; I was petrified. But then when the program started, all of the fear was erased. I never tought that I'll Survived in finishing this program being an emcee. Good thing that Ma'am Tolents, Ate Bless and Ate Zab supported me all the way! Thank you also Ma'am. While you're reading this, I hope that you're in good condition.

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PTC.

I was shocked that I got those high scores. I didn't made it in the Top Ten but still I thank God for I got high grades. I know that grades are just representations of what we did that grading and I'm happy that I got high grades that only means that I did great this grading.

I'm proud of myself. Ahaha...

Thanks Bro!

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I finally realized that I should give up looking for that word you know. That L-O-V-E word for I know it's going to come to me by itself. I stopped everything connected to Internet. I stopped YM-ing, Friendster-ing, Tagged-ing, Scamming and I didn't tried to use Facebook. My only connection to Internet now is this blog. I bought a SMART sim so that I won't have any text mates. I really do not know why but I think I have a psychological problem right now and it would take a long time for me to be cured.

x_x"

Sunday, August 23

...tHe pAraBle of tHe cAlL cEntEr?!...


So this week I learned a story from my dorm mate, Kuya Genz (short for Genesis). Actually I just guessed the title of his story. I give this title for it:

"The Parable of the Call Center"

and it goes like this:

Once, there was a boy who died (though I do not know why). He went straight to heaven (maybe he was good that's why he went straight up there). After passing through a huge gate. He saw God. God said, "Halika, gusto mo i-tour kita dito sa langit?" And the boy quickly agreed. First, they saw a door. God opened it. The boy was shocked and thought, "Bakit kaya andaming angels dito?" Inside the room was a million of angels. They are all wearing a headset and busy using the computer. So the boy started asking, "Bro, bakit parang call center dito?" God answered, "Ahmmm. Ang totoo n'yan, ito ang receiving area namin. Dito namin tinatanggap ang lahat ng mga kahilingan, sama ng loob at wishes ng mga tao."After that, they transferred to another room and the boy was shocked to see an angel in headset and using the computer. The boy asked, "Bakit po mag-isa lang siya?" God quickly answered, "Kasi kaya na niya 'yung trabaho niya kahit mag-isa lang siya." The boy being curious what is the angel's job quickly asked, "Ano po bang trabaho niya?" God replied, "Siya 'yung nag-rereceive ng mga pasasalamat ng mga tao."

This is self-explanatory and if you can't get what the lesson is, better ask me.

qUotEs fRom tHe oUteR wOrlD

When someone tell you, "Ampanget mo naman!"
Just answer him/her in English, "Ugly starts with U not with I."

I forgot to announce that last week, we had a video titled "NNNN by 3N". Just search it in Youtube.com. Have fun!

"Friendship is like peeing on yourself: everyone can see it, but only you get the warm feeling that it brings."

This week, I got a new friend. Do you know who is He?

He is my brother.

I just realized it now, He'll always be right by my side and not at my back because if He's at my back then He should have pushed me for I really walk slow. Ahaha. Hmmmnn. Corny!

I don't know but sometimes when I read jokes in Tagalog, even if it's corny, I still laugh but when I read jokes in English, I seldom laughs.

This week we are preparing for the coming celebration, "Buwan ng Wika", I think it should be called "Araw ng Wika" but even though it's a one-day celebration, we are allowed to speak in Tagalog for almost two weeks. I got a feelin'.

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Damn! I'll be the emcee next week. I really don't know what to do. Good luck for me!

Saturday, August 15

dOrkY weEk

I don't know. Is it me or this week that was dorky?..


I think it was because that we just had our Periodic Test this week.(Take Note: deadly PT's.) I think I wasn't able to study a lot for I really loved sleeping and I was disturbed by a problem.


PROBLEM:

What would I use as an alternative name or pen name?


REPRESENTATION:

Let x be my alternative name or pen name.


EQUATIONS:

x = should be a famous person or a god

x = should be unique

x = should be one word


SOLUTION:

At first, I thought of the name Loki. Loki is a Norse god that was evil. He is the son of two giants and was the god of fire. He was a trickster and a shape-shifter. He was the father of Hel, the goddess of the underworld, also the problem with that is that there's a show in TV5 titled "Detective Sleuth Loki" so I think I'll cross out Loki in my list.

Then, I searched for the third gorgon.

She was Stheno or Stenno. I like the first one though. But she's a female and her name sounds like... a notebook.

Heimdall. It is pronounced as hey-dal. He is the god of vigilance in the Norse Mythology. He is the one that defeated Loki in Ragnarok. He can see up to thousand of miles in one glance; he can hear the grass growing and a sheep's wool sprout. I've made my mind. And it means that:

x = Heimdall.

So from now on my blog has a pair of brand new eyes and it is Heimdall's.

Thursday, August 6

Mama Samasa

Here we are in mUsiC channel,

"Mamasa-masa"
A song performed by Madam Auring:

"Mamasa-masa, mamasa-masa
Mamasa-masa ang aking...
Ang aking mata,
Mamasa-masa ng luha."

"Pepe Duki"
A song performed by Aiza Siguro:

"Pepepepepepepepepepepe Duki
Siya ang bespren ko, ang pepeng kaklase ko
Si Pepe Duki, gwapo at mabait,
Laging basa ang buhok dahil naka-gel."

These songs are so addicting. I can't stop laughing whenever I listen to them. Ahaha... even now, in just typing them.

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We will cut this program for a news flash and here are the headlines:

Pandak na madre, napagkamalang PENGUIN
Baklang nakisawsaw sa away, Napasubo
Palaisdaan, Nasunog
Pugot na ulo, Inaalam pa kung Buhay
Misis ng photographer, Nakunan
Bagong tuli nagyabang, Lumaki ang Ulo
Batang namatay sa pagkakalunod, nakitang Basa

[Click!]

Channel 2:

Corazon Cojuanco-Aquino lately passed away because of colon cancer. Now, the interment reached EDSA.

[People in yellow, shouting "CORY!"]

Kris Aquino gave a heartwarming speech that many cried because of that.

"Sumalangit nawa ang kaluluwa ni Tita Cory."

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Now, signing off...
[toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot]

Sunday, August 2

::ιмρα¢тє∂::

"Impacted" [for me] means a lot of things and one of them is to be scolded or shout on. We [the Trios Nitrogene] was impacted last week by our mother for we did not clean nor wax the floor. We were doomed. Our group was the cleaner of the room and our leader is so pitiful, all was blamed to him though we did not get angry to our mother for we really are wrong.

The EFFECT of being impacted:

Our classmates [those that aren't cleaners] was sent out the room and was assigned to do their quiz in the gymnasium.

Then, us [the cleaners] was commanded to clean and wax the floor.

While waxing, I'm still angry to our mother though I'm slowly realizing that we're wrong. So I continued waxing until a drop of my sweat peltedd to the floor of our room. I need to wipe my face but... I don't have a hanky! Damn.

So what can I do? Just suffer those pelting sweat. I hate it.

Speaking of pelting...

While I walk home alone for we are not in good conditions with my crush. Water droplets from those gray skies pelted on my face and my arms until my whole body got wet...

It's good I took a bath after that for I may got sick last week.

Haha...

I was also impacted by my mother [biological mother] because that night she called and she said that my cousin told her that "nagpaulan daw ako..." damn! It's good she didn't killed me. haha... >:) bwahaha... (+_+)"

tps...

Monday, July 27

The Birth of a Mother

My mother at school is Ma'am Juliet. It's her birthday last Monday. I'm so happy for the celebration is BONGGACUOUS.

Then, the home works clogged my bag. Imagine having six home works per day. It killed me. I slept past 12:00 pm everyday.

This week I had so many "first time's". They're here:

First time to go home with Gale... Ayiiiiiiiii

First time to forget to update the blog...

First time to forget to play Grand Chase...

First time to be representing a club...

First time to be sleep at the lounge room of our dorm

First time to forget a home work and go back to the dorm at lunch to have P.S.

First times are my favorite for I'm having a lot of fun taking risks. This insolence offers no assurance but still do these things. I can't stop myself from taking risks for I'm a risk taker. this blog short [only!] though it means a lot for me[?].

Sunday, July 19

Tнє мαякѕ σƒ вℓσσ∂

The marks of Zorro. Zorro may leave a "Z" mark... but...

The marks of Blood. Red ballpoint pens may leave a deadly grade or a surprisingly passing grade. And I'm too lucky to have some of those surprisingly passing grade but... most of my grade are F. *(-_-)* huhu

Do you know what we did this week? We checked, checked and checked. And guess what? We checked again. And I almost forgot to tell you that we checked also. :-))

PTs are so hard to check for after checking other's paper, you'll see the red mark that is encircled on the upper right part of the first page of your Periodic test and guess what [as usual] it's a failure. Failures that piled up in your bag that you'll let your parents to sign. Parents that will scold you for this even if you studied so hard. And this insolence placed me in the same ground wherein I am still happy for I will never give up. This alchemy of life that I'll be stucked in forever [though forever does not exist].

But why am I here, in this dimension, in this planet and in this time plane where I'm going to suffer those offensive words given to me, suffer these damn sermons from these old people who I can say are so dominating, and face the truth that slowly kills our momentum of living ecstaticly, the truth that all of us will die. And this death may be the greatest thing that can happen to all of us for we are just temporary things in this dimension, in this planet and in this time plane.

I hope a time fault would happen if I'm going to die so that I won't feel the pain and will not see the marks of my own blood on my t-shirt.

Speaking of blood marks on clothes, do you know what I discovered last Thursday? I have ments on the back of my polo. Damn!

Monday, July 13

тαη-נι-єу

"tan GA". was the word of the week such that our teacher in our last SALIW workshop was so gay. He said lines I can't help myself laughing for I'm always reminiscing what had passed. Some of those deadly lines are:
"Nag-e-eight o'clock ka ba? Tang ka kasi ng tang eh!"
"Alam mo Janina, may kilala akong Janina, 'yung "my family", huwag kang gagaya 'dun ah."
"Jap, ansarap mong barilin, nasa gitna ka pa naman."
"Papakagat ko sa'yo 'to."
I really can't stop laughing. "Ewan ko na lang 'pag 'di ka matawa sa mga joke niya!"


That's really funny...

NOW, here's the real thing.

PERIODIC TEST

This is actually our first P.T. and my head really ache after this deadly test and especially the long tests like Analytic Geometry, Filipino, Chemistry and [ahhmm...] English. But there are also tests that are so short but still stings like a bee. In all, the tests really made me numb and the PAIN - I can't help the PAIN. After the fact that I studied, I still can't do my best doing these tests. I know, life's so unfair but I know that I will succeed. Ahaha...

And then it's the research symposium. I tought I saw a pussycat. I mean, I tought I will be in a horrible event and I did. At first, I really enjoyed listening to the lectures but then it's so boring. I only love the time that we'll have to drink soya milk. It's so delicious. I'm so happy. But then, it's so pathetic. I almost slept while they're lecturing.

Maybe that's all for this week because again, I have a new crush and we're getting close. (x_x)



Saturday, July 4

αωαя∂ ¢σммι∂∂єє σƒ ιιι-η

Oh! The MEMOIRS of this week!!!

Monster J. MJ seems nice for the first time because this week, she seldoms scold us unlike the past weeks and past year. "'Di na kami naliligo sa sermon," and maybe I should call her Mama J instead of Monster J. Maybe one of the things that make her cool is that we're now complete and... CRUSH. Ahaha.

She even told us a story about a teacher and the word "IMPAKTO!" I just wonder why she didn't answer back.

Evol. none much happened this week but I'm really closer to my crush right now compared to the first time I told her that I want to court her but the bad part there is that she is not allowed to have any boyfriend until she's a fourth year student. I felt DEAD and disappointed. Will I wait or not? HELP ME!.. Please help me decide.

But I'm completely

Mixed up. I'm really confused who to choose. I'm going crazy for two girls that I love.

Minx Incomparably Made for Indulgence
Goddess Administering Lustful Embraces

Maybe now you know who are my crushes but I have to tell a story to you.

Last Friday, before I went home, I talked to my new crush because I have to tell her something:

Someone is going to play with her heart! Someone close to her. The boyfriend of her sister. She should be prepared so I warned her. Again, I answered my own question [the question from the previous post]:

Are you a hero?

And my answer is:

YES!!!

Ahaha...

Over reacting. I over reacted last Friday for I tought that we will have SALIW Danceschool. I was really prepared and excited but it wasn't launched so I was so disappointed. Again, I felt DEAD.

Immunity. Yes! We're safe from A.P. [the END OF THE WORLD "as they say and as I say"]

Thanks to Ma'am Lim because she arrived at school before we had are Physics time turned to the END OF THE WORLD.

Rest-less. What I meant with that is "without rests". I didn't received enought rest this week for our homeworks, club assignments and articles to be passed for the The Molecules.

I think club doings are dominant this week and not homeworks because we didn't really had much assignments. I hope there will be less homeworks this week.

Blog. I think I felt much less eagerness to post blog this week for we have assignments given to be done for Saturday and Sunday. I tought that there should not be much homeworks to be given for weekends. That's a word given to us by our teachers but they broke it! [remember : these are opinions]

Supervisor. Okei, I have this groupmate in cleaning that thinks that she [or maybe she is a he (for I think she's a lesbian)]. She keeps asking if we already cleaned even though she can see that we are doing something for the improvement of our room.

She can win the "BOSS OF THE YEAR". "Daig pa ang teacher!"

So what's about the title?

Award Commiddee of III-N

This is the committee that will give our classmates or even our teachers to be honored for funny or good things they do. Just wait for the announcement of the winners at the III-N Corner or III-N Bulletin Board.

Last Friday, Arrenzo, Lance and Nikko had this funny video and [I think] Vhil uploaded at Youtube so just view it.

http://www.youtube.com/user/punta123tsaka#play/all/uploads-all/1/vtIWD6ju16o

Just choose the video titled "If You Seek Amy"


...La Fin...

ρσѕιтяσηι¢ яσвσтι¢ ιη∂ινι∂υαℓ ∂єѕιgηє∂ ƒσя єχρℓσяαтιση

"Have you ever give up even once in your life?"

or

"Will you give up?"

To the first question, I DON'T KNOW but as long as I remember, I never gave up. To the second question, NO.

I know, you don't care if I give up or not but I have to share something to you that [or maybe] is going to help you.

MY OWN PERCEPTION OF GIVING UP: [The reasons why I don't give up]

Stupidest thing to do in solving a problem. How can you solve anything if you're just going to give up. You will just waste the opportunity or your life. Maybe this problem will be the purpose of your life but if you're just going to give up, you're an idiot [remember: this is opinion]. IDIOT that wasted the opportunity to take the risk and solve the problem. PATHETIC!

A chance to others to step on you
. If you're a person like me that don't want to be defeated easily, then don't you ever try to give up or else I'll kill you! If you give up, you'll never win, and if you win, you never gave up. I hate to face defeat. That's why my title is PRIDE because I never want to be beaten. If I allow someone to beat me then there's only three possible cause [the thing we're fighting about is not worth dying for; I realized that I'm wrong; and the person whom I'm fighting with is so pathetic, I let him win].

Stop you to becoming a hero. When I say hero, I don't mean the X-MEN, Wonder Woman or Batman; because what I mean with becoming a hero is Superman [joke]. But really, what I mean is setting aside all costs and winning anyway, reaching your goal or be able to help others. I also want to raise a question:

"Are you a hero?"

Friday, June 26

тнσяσυgн αη∂ α¢¢υяαтє gяαтιƒι¢αтιση αη∂ υℓтιмαтє яєραιя σяgαηιѕм

KABOG!

BURAOT!

Words that brought me some taras [in the ESP]. I really hate it when I accidentally say my deep thoughts. If only I can control all the forces that can make me utter this words and stop being so garrulous, I'll be fine the whole week!.. but sorry, am not!

KABOG [Kinetic Artificial Being Optimized for Gratification]

I wonder what's that something that make me love the word KABOG. There maybe three possible explanations [please comment for what you think is the more possible answer]:

1. GALA. Mark, Ate Claire, Rona, Edel and I wandered last Wednesday [we don't have classes] and I remembered a word I used to utter at the street, a street word, KABOG.

2. LAGGING. Because when I'm lagging [you can see the meaning of the word "lag" at my classmates' blog] all I can hear is the KABOG of biological heart. [remember there are two kinds of heart : biological heart and emotional heart]

3. LOVE. You may ask "Why love?," but I'll answer "Why not? When you're in love all you can hear when you see your crush is the pumping of your heart." [that is when you're really in love] and one thing [KABOG is a Tagalog word for pump]

BURAOT [Biomechanical Unit Responsible Assassination and Online Troubleshooting]

How did I came up of remembering this word?

I do not know. WAIT! WHY DO I KEEP ASKING MYSELF THEN ANSWERING AS WELL? HELP ME!

Well, I'll continue...

LAST LOOK [
Lifeform Assembled for Scientific Troubleshooting, Logical Observation and Online Killing]

"
So far away, one last look
It’s the same thing as before
Am I too late? one last look
"

I think this is the last look for us, unit 531! Good Bye!

BILANGGO
[Biochemical Intelligent Lifeform Assembled for Nocturnal Grappling and Galactic Observation]

"Bilanggo sa rehas na gawa ng puso mo

Bilanggo sa gapos na dulot
Ng pag-iisip sa iyo"

My crush went to the dorm last Wednesday to fetch Abby because their going to a town feast. Thanks Abby, I had another chance to talk to her!

I'm imprisoned just the way she looks at me because it's her eyes and her hair that just simply sweeps me off of my feet, got me mesmerized drive me crazy until...

She got sick and wasn't to attend classes last Friday. It's the end of the world but I should not show my true feelings to my classmates that's why I don't know how to act last Friday that's why I appear very happy to them [not happy only].

Maybe I'm the only boy that's sharing his love but I don't want to blend with the crowd, I want to stand up.

Mechanical Immediate Mathematics Individual. This is what I consider myself because the homework in Math is very long and I finished it.

"I believe in the POWER of LOVE, ARTS and MUSIC"

A statement from Lady Gaga [Stefani Germanotta] in an interview on National television.

All I want to tell is I also believe in the POWER of LOVE, ARTS and of course of MUSIC!

That's the reason I joined the SALIW only this year because I want to make sure that I'm really a PERFORMER. And special thanks to ATE DEI I realized it!

Thanks also to "cyborg.namedecoder.com" [I got help in this site becuse I am really tired of thinking of mechanical word decodes. ahaha!!!]

Saturday, June 20

тяαηѕƒσямιηg αятιƒι¢ιαℓ єηтιту...

TAE!!!

Twilight. The 4N lead the exercise and it's funny and after that sir Moji announced that 3N (my very own section [own only?]) will lead the exercise next week so I started to think of steps (I love thinking of funny steps). After that, same things happen. We had Math, Chem, P6, Ad Stat, Anal Geom, MA, English and the "end of the world" (they say), ARALING PANLIPUNAN III.(*_*)"

New Moon (also new mood). Why new mood? Of course, I saw my crush with another boy, a fourth year but it's a good thing that she said that she doesn't like him, she just gave him a chance to talk to because he is very "makulit". I felt better.(=_=)"

Midnight Sun. It's Wednesday! I still kept on thinking of steps. Funny, stupid, energetic, darn steps. I also kept on thinking about my crush and maybe I'll tell her name if I already have 50 followers so better be a follower! (-.-)

Eclipse. I am still not recuperating from the scene I saw last Tuesday. I felt very weak from then on... until... I talked to her about it again. I joked that he is already her boyfriend but she really EXPLAINED to me that he is not. Her denial is enough for me to recover. I LOVE IT. (@_@)


Breaking Dawn. It's really the breaking dawn for me because the morning and the noon for me are the no-class days, Saturday and Sunday.
Morning. Very BoOoOoring!(boring only?) ahhhhyyyy(sigh).
Noon. Ariane, Lara, Bobby and I ate at Red Plate and the food there compensated my need from the boring morning.
Afternoon. Deadly, monstrous and very hectic schedule(hectic only?). I have to help the SALIW in cleaning the CAT/SALIW room and because of that I wasn't able to attend the Liriko Election and Meeting but it's a good thin Ate AJ wasn't angry at me. And I thought my dormmates left me because I have to attend the SALIW meeting but they didn't. YES!(>_<)

Ante Meridiem. We had a practice today for our exercise and it's good that Lance and Nikko helped me with the steps (funny, stupid, darn steps). I reached home late about 5:00. And started this blog. and here it is! (&_&)

END. Electronic Networked Device

Saturday, June 13

мιη∂-вєη∂ιηg αятιƒι¢ιαℓ ƒιgнтιηg, ιηƒιℓтяαтιση αη∂ αѕѕαѕѕιηαтιση

This week was a LELOUCH! Look for the bold letters.

LOGBOOK. "Where's the logbook?", was the first line I speak instead of the usual "Good Morning!", but why?

Our adviser has a rule as we come to school every morning, we need to log. Isn't it so odd. But this is her way to give some additional grades to the first ten students to log. It's so OLD SCHOOL. I mean, what's the used of being early if you're not going to clean? That's the problem.

ESP. The English-Speaking Policy was now implemented for the third years. For the others, I think, not so much. I can hear the second years use Tagalog in communicating. I want to tell them to stop but then fear stops me. I know, it stinks! I had a lot of tara because my partner is so mechanically deadly strict. She wants to kill me. Even for a word I wrongly uttered, she's going to list it down. Deadly right? or just a revenge? I do not know.

LOVE?. I had a new crush in the third and it's a 3h student. I think that's why I got this pimple on my cheek. That's all for the second L. The others would be 100% personal and I only blog things 75% personal for me.

OPTIMISM. I feel very happy and this week is so postitive it got a great charge and good thing we will not have our Molec Seminar on Saturday. We will also have no classes on Friday! Oh YEAH! I really love this week if only we could marry each other. I hope but we also had a lot of deadly assignments.

URGE. I really love the lessons this week. I need not to mention all, right? But I really love reporting in our Chemistry Class.

COOLNESS. It's really cold in Laguna in the night we reached the private pool where we will have our Family Reunion. It's a good thing that the private pool is from a hot spring that's why the reunion became overnight because noone got cold even though the nature is cold. The games at school are cool, way too cool. Like the MAFIA{which Zeus tought us} and the 7-up{which almost all of us know}. I had so much time.

HAPINESS. Our room was full of laughter, it's going to explode. We had so much fun this week because we transferred to our new room.Even though, the first two weeks seem to be very unpeculiar, I am still hoping that this year will be better than the past two years, if not, the best of all years! (x_x)

Friday, June 5

ƒяιgнт ∂αу! ωυѕнυ...

Today is the second day of MPS after it's resurrection yesterday!I am happy because we barely had classes and we made the doing of the MPS very slow to compensate the whole time MPS-ing. It's also very frightening because of those monstrous and deadly assignments"ssssss". But I'm home and my cousins can help me with these SHORT story that is almost 15 pages that we need to read for our LSB in Filipino.Today, I ate a lot as I reached home because I am really tired from the travel from our dorm to our house and I also miss the home foods. Awhile ago at school, Jed is so irritating he kept in talking and talking. He keeps on sassing others. I also invited allot of third years to join the audition of SALIW. Rona said that she's going to join if I will dispose her two plastics and so I said "yeah!", I really don't want to dispose that but I have to.Luckily, I invited many. I really felt sleepy at the audition because nothing new happened. Maybe that's all I can remember for this day as I said, nothing new happened. It's just another fright day but still it's the first fright day in my junior week.

Thursday, June 4

ιт'ѕ ησт тнιяѕт ∂αу!

It's not Thirst day because it is very rainy. I felt cold but I don't have any jacket to wear. Abby told me that we will go to Mimi's house (we are not really close but we know each other). According to her, it will be fun there but it's still more than two hours before dismissal and we spent almost the whole day doing the MPS. I am really bored and I think going to other place to relax would make me feel better and I miss the house food. I miss my the food my mother is cooking.
It's good that it didn't rain after 5:30 because Abby and I am going to Mimi's house. When we went to the hardware store of Mimi's mother, she told us to ride a tricycle. When we reach their house (after walking on the wet soil we reached their gate), her big sister was there, Ate Karren Vernadine, and we also discovered that she still has another big sister, Ate Kaye, we did many things and we watched television but after watching we used their laptop. I had a very good time in their house and we also ate ice cream. And at last, I had some food made at home. I enjoyed the food even though it is only milkfish and squidball but I really love her mother's chinese soup. It's so delicious.
Because of that, I missed my mother and it's good I can go home tomorrow. I'm coming home, I'm coming home!
But when we reach dorm, we were scolded by Ate Annalyn because our curfew is 8:00 but we arrived around 8:15, too bad... but... I'm coming home!

Wednesday, June 3

gσιηg тσ тнє ¢ℓυвѕ

Cybernetic Leagues Used for differents Benefits
Actually it is the Glee Clubs we have in school. I just feel giving a robotic meaning to it. Actually, when I was a freshmen (indeed) I was a Science Club member but I had a "trauma" when the Natural Science Club was dissolved. Until I reached my sophomore year when I felt going to English Club though I think I would love to be a Filipino Club member because of no reason. At last, I reached third year and I joined Filipino Club.
After the meeting of the Filipino Club, I tought that the audition for Saliw was done but I was surprised when Mizpah told me that she registered(that was only a joke) me and she gave me a number, the number "21". I didn't saw what the Saliw danced but I registered and what I did is stand there and then they asked us(the other audition"ers") to sit and they chose numbers. When my number was called, I danced (but I really don't know what I danced after the clap, thump and back). They asked me to danced again and I did my BraBaLiBinTaWan move that I changed a little bit.
I was really nervous when they called everyone who passed because if I will not pass then everything will go to waste. And luckily, I passed.
When I reached dorm, they were all congratulating me. I was shocked... who told them? I really don't know. I have to finish all my assignments after this.

Tuesday, June 2

тσмв'ѕ ∂αу

With all this test, it's like I'm slowly sinking in a graveyard... and the one I'm writing represents my tomb. I got brain bleed especially the 90-item test in Chemistry. It is so hard. It feels like this day's never going to end. It feels like this tests going to send me into my own end.
But luckily (actually not luckily but unluckily because we continued the Brigada Eskela), I finished it all. I had lunch outside the campus. I went with Ariane, Lara and Bobby while Robert went with us and we also bought our favorite ice cream that we discovered yesterday.
We had the elections but I was not elected because I don't want to be elected at the class organization because I think I'm not meant for it. i feel like my classmates do not really need this election because last year everyone of us actually helps.
I am really excited for tomorrow... the club elections and I think there will be a Saliw audition.

Monday, June 1

ƒιєя¢є ∂αу σƒ ѕ¢нσσℓ

MONDAY.
Monstrous and Overly Numb Day Acquires Yearning. I still feel numb after those happy and free days of the vacation. I really don’t feel going to school yet. It’s like I’m stranded on the same ground wherein my body is at school but am not. I know it requires yearning for me to really learn so I am forced to like it until I loved it, the first day of school… actually I consider it the “Fierce day of School.”
I met new faces, so many faces, so many races, different voices, different choices, but actually I met two beautiful faces from the freshmen. I can't forget my class in Advanced Statistics because I was caught because i reacted to the comment that XerXes is reading that means it's mine... I don't really felt ashamed but I think it's the highlight of my day.
When dismissal came... I felt relieved but we had many homeworks to do, good thing we will have our Diagnostic Test tomorrow.
At the dorm, I had a new friend and I think he will be a good friend because he is "naughtier" than me. I think Mark is smart. Abby, Claire, Ronalyn, Edel and James are also tired with this day... they also had to much assignments.
I slept fiercely at my first day at my Alma Mater.